As a former (eh former ke, sekarang aku dah gemuk balik kot) fat person, aku sangatlah concern bila orang kutuk-kutuk perut buncit.
Perangai ini terbawa-bawa sampai pregnant sekarang neh, boleh? I wear baju kurung everyday to the office now to hide the bump sampai orang satu office pun tak perasan aku dah pregnant dekat lima bulan. Pergi jalan-jalan hari weekend pun aku pakai baju kurung, or baju longgar.
Sebab aku hide ialah sebab aku dah biasa hide kebuncitan zaman takde baby dulu. I have feeling macam insecure sikit bila jalan-jalan baju tertiup kat perut sebab aku rasa malu nanti orang nampak perut aku buncit.
Yesterday, my husband said. eh awak dah nampak macam orang mengandung. I suppose that the normal comment for someone who pregnant, tapi aku rasa macam "alamak", i not done good enough to hide the bump.
My husband ask me to buy maternity clothes. Guwe macam reluctant skit. Nanti, orang tengok perut guwe lak. Sekarang orang sebok nak sentuh perut pun wa rasa tak selesa. Bukan sebab apa, sebab nanti wa fikir depa kutuk, buncitnye perut dia. Kekadang rasa bodoh pun ada. What to do, we fat person selalu sibuk nak sembunyi perut. Dah pregnant pun, masih sembunyi sebab takut orang judge perut kami. Hahahaha.
Entry merapu takde pekdah semperna perut wa dah mengembang 5inch from before pregnancy.